i hide in these books my defence against the meaningless that grips me, loneliness distorts the world, distance has left a hole all reality seeps through In the words, i found a home to mend the distance Lose myself in pages for a while waiting for you to find me your image holds so much truth in my world of lies, i cower at the sight yet i'm longing for your gaze need to get out of this house and make this life real again