flickers of shade within this memory, a rest stop to view and be grateful twilight of characters unique in their time -all me a different shade for every colour, i thank all of you for making me, father figures of my destiny, my fate inscribed in your actions consequences still swimming, flowing in this river, forever changing the speed as time changes people 5 years, 3 years, 2 years thank the years, thank myself in remembrance
was it 'me' you saw? or what i appear to be, behind the eyes, is it the truth or a lie? our stars crossed burning hot, the flames are ready to die is it me? is it you? what are we to each other? what can we be? what should we be? the connection fits the pieces we just... fill in the roles
i hide in these books my defence against the meaningless that grips me, loneliness distorts the world, distance has left a hole all reality seeps through In the words, i found a home to mend the distance Lose myself in pages for a while waiting for you to find me your image holds so much truth in my world of lies, i cower at the sight yet i'm longing for your gaze need to get out of this house and make this life real again
we thought you had gone but we were wrong, look at you now still stuck in temporality with us, we thought you had left into the infinite but you never left, you are still here, still temporary, still dancing with time, not yet reached -'forever'
Have been in this stone too long unable to breath and move Set in this place heart muffled, trembling, My fears covered like moss but i've broken it in two Revealing the core Nothing but more stone, here lies the wreckage of my home Hard and Heavy my enemy, my burden throw it in the lake with all the others, now i've escaped It's worth shedding this cold weight
you love me in my failures, you love me your love is unconditional, a motherly love that is all encompassing, you love all you love for the sake of it you love everyone equally you love me when i'm not deserving of it your love is worthless
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