vessel for experience (freeverse)

everyones telling me i'm doing wrong
i need to fix myself
fix my problems
but as i am here
i am open to experience 
open to life and its offerings
problems will always come
and people are too serious 
think they'll be around forever 
i've accepted this shadow of death 
with it, i live freely 
i don't want to fix my problems 
i want them to destroy me
my problems make who i am
how else can i write?
if i'm not in the thick of all this 
how can i understand it all?
if i'm not the one living it 
 
i want life to flow through me
i want to live every life
take on every role 
a vessel for experience
is what i am 

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